Turn On's: A lil' song and dance

So i wanna share one of my my major turn ons with you all.

I guess like attracts like because I have a thing for performers. It dates back to high school. I mean i can notice someone and accept their attractiveness but not be too excited about them. Like this one kid, we'll call him Darren, in the school show with me my soph yr. We had been rehearsing forever at this point and one day I really paid attention to him during his solo or rather, he stole my attention. I could not stop thinking about him, staring at him, strategically placing myself in his view in the cafeteria, following him around in the halls. It was crazy. It was like my vision was locked.

I eventually got over him and in to someone else over time. Nothing ever happened, i was a lil shy and he was part of this religion in which he couldn't date so even though he was amazingly hot he was not getting any. weird. Sucks for him. But anyway, its happened a number of times over the past few years. I think someone is attractive, they sing in front of me and now i want there body on top, inside and around my body. It hits me like a train and its harder to get rid of than--IDK something really really difficult to get rid of, like an oil stain, or an STD--wait i should not have said that, because this feeling is good GREAt, even.

Its intensified when the person is playing an instrument. Like a guitar, or piano, or fucking anything. Harmonica, mandolin (yeah, Katie!) or drums. I abso-fucking-lutly get so turned on by all of this. Each note--you know and it maybe because I see colors when i hear sounds--its being created and OOOH! I cannot deal with it!!!!

Doing performing arts in college, i realized it can happen with acting too. Not as intense as music but yeah-- put on aluminium foil as a costume and do a monologue and i might wanna do you.

Maybe its the fearlessness that comes with being on stage. I didn't realise it til now but that is a huge factor. You have to be fearless and in order to be fearless you HAVE to be exuding love. So is it love vibes that I am responding to?

There is also the creation factor. Any moment created on stage (and life for that matter) cannot be reproduced to be what it was originally. You cannot copy it or truly plan it. Its exciting,to be creating somehting on the spot from your mind.

Anyway I bring this up because of my recent obsession with Kris Allen our new American Idol. I am obsessed because he can sing and not play just one but two instruments and he has a very boyish look to him (another turn on that never fails me). Also hes taken, usually things that seem impossible to me make me want them more..lol well i shouldn't say impossible because nothing is. Oh, and i like his hair.

OMG! Thank GAWD I just got sleepy, i gotta wake up DUMB early tomorrow..