Ten good reasons

I just gave myself a challenge because I've just noticed that i am not smiling or feeling happy as i sit her and email my headshot out to casting people for auditions. the challenge: Name 10 reasons that I am not smiling.

1. Its f-ing sooo hot in my apt. I haven't put up the AC and breezes are scarce. I have a permanent dewy look as a result.
2. I don't wanna do work, like typing and thinking. I just wanna read my book!
3. I;m a little sleepy.
4. TBA?
5. ummmm...
6. ......

Ok so there are no good reasons for me to be unhappy about the fact that i have the time, resources and know how to submit myself for auditions. I am doing something to enhance my passion, my life.. and i shouldn't be all Captain Mopey-Pants about it!

Ten Reasons I should be happy and grateful for this moment and :) (smile):

1. I have a computer that works and I can do this from the comfort of my own room.
2. It doesnt take that long because I have been doing this for a while now.
3. I am pursuing my dreams :)
4. I am being proactive in my life.
5. this is my one task for the day. the rest of my day was spent hanging out with the family.
6. There are actually a lot of really cool roles to submit for this week.
7. I live in NYC which makes all of this incredibly accessible to me.
8. I can stay up and do it because I have my morning free.
9. The dewy air is keeping my skin moist. It also makes me appreciate when the wind does decide to flow.
10. The more I put myself out there, the more people will think of me for roles.

Ok, now that wasn't so bad after all!