Back and Tanned :)

I had tons of fun, heart to heart talks, beach, ocean and vacating this on my vacation for the past 5 days in sunny DR and yes I brought the sun back with me so, your welcome for the good weather.

You can tell how relaxed I have been, beginning my post with a run on sentence. (naughty- NAUGHTY!!)

Anywho--pictures to come of course. Not of me. I dont like to show my face on the blogosphere. Its already enough that I am on facebook.

I am too sleepy to detail the trip the way I want to at the moment but i do want to talk about one thing in particular:

You cannot escape your problems by flying away.

Its a mind thing. No matter where you are you have to get your mind out of the fuck that its in. Or else you are going to carry it around with you like a big suitcase with a broken wheel (im a bit sad that my luggage broke today :/ ).

I left relaxed and I managed to stress myself out in the first 2 hours of being back in NY. And FOR WHAT? Making plans. Feeling desperate. You know I always hate to describe this as a problem but how can a person make you feel this great and this fucked at the same time. How.

Anyway, I need to go to bed. But before that. I will engross myself in Harry Potter and The Half-blood Prince in order to prepare myself for the release of the movie on the 13th.

By the way, I have narrated this entire thing in a British accent in my head because I just watched Bridget Jones' Diary with my mum..yes mum.