Being in love with yourself and faith!

So I have been gong a little nuts lately. Yes I mean it. I have been having really high and really low thoughts lately. Like really low. grrr

A few things i have learned this weekend that I would like to share:

- Instead of being jealous because someone has something I want or is doing something that I want to do, I need to realize that it is not a threat but it should be an inspiration. Especially if I have known them. Its like if you can do it, then I can!!

- Vanity is ok. If it makes you happy and more comfortable with yourself then do it. Be in love with yourself!!!

- I am worth the money and a whole lot more.

- Faith. I finally know what the word means. After being in catholic schools since I was 4 years old until I graduated from college. I always passed over the word and didn't give it much thought. Now I realize that yes faith does exist and it is an essential part of creation. With out it you might just fucking die. Seriously. You know the whole "I think therefore I am" bit? It can be translated to "I have faith therefore I am"

Even though you have not seen tomorrow, you know its there. Even thought you do not see your house on the way home, you know its there. That is how people should view their biggest dreams. Its there just like everything you have already.