I can make bananas!

Yes, you heard correctly. To you that might mean nothing or nonsense but to me it means that i can make anything happen.

So today wasn't a perfect 10. Not every day is. I am a big girl and i know that, but when it interferes with one of my passions (i know i have many) it sends me down a bit of a spiral.

So this passion that my non perfect day fucked with was acting. So let me rephrase a previous statement: My 2nd audition was not a perfect 10. (I just realized saying my whole day sucked is a bit dramatic considering its mid afternoon). And that was all i can think about for the hour following it.

It could have been avoided. I made a not so smart decision. After two phone convos, one short and one long, and a "scent journey" at Aveda I was feeling differently.

These are some things to remember and be thankful for today:

1. Today I finally, FINALLY was seen at an Equity call. For those of you who don't know the Actor's Equity Association has open calls for members. I am not one (yet, tee hee) and therefore have to wait for possibly hours on end for the possibility of being seen. To quote myself from one of my nightly aim convos, "i would rather sit there for hours on a 'maybe' than be comfortable at home on a definite 'no'". Of course you have to get there super early and sign up on a list so that way if they call only five people, you will be one of them. But today I got past the monitors table and into the room. And i got out before 12.

2. I had 2 auditions today! Not 1, but 2!! And the first one went really well :) It did-- the casting director said so. Hooray!

3.I have wonderful friends who help me in their own way. I am thankful for all of them even ones who i haven't seen in a while.

Quote of the Day ( So far..)

Me: I have a banana in my purse.
R: Eat it.
Me: Nah, I want something I can't make.
R: You can make bananas?