So hard to live in the "now"

People always ask me if I would get a tattoo, what I would have done. I thought of phrases that I would like to get tattooed ( because I am all about tattooing messages on oneself, I think its because it looked so hot on Guy Pearce in the movie Memento) I thought of getting a number of things, like "Created to Create", "Hopeful Romantic" some of my favorite quotes, lines i have said in plays, etc. I want what ever it is to be a reminder. The problem is, ideas evolve and I don't want to be stuck with something that isn't true to me in a few years even if the idea is/ was a stepping stone. I think I found the perfect word to tattoo on myself. "Now."

I find it sooo damn hard to live in the now. In the present moment. Just when i get the hang of it something throws me off. Its like consciously eating away at one's self. I feel like if i see the word, "now" or "the present" or something of that nature on me, it will help me live in the moment. In the now. It may even change my life. If I can't remember it, damn it, i will make it part of my skin!!!!

So i was going to write something deep tonight..

But now Im super tired..

Its overdue!

website!

Finally!

alexcelestemuniz.com

Inspiring Words

You may recognize him from The Secret, Bob Doyle. This is a great video about opening yourself up creatively to the universe. I am currently googling his videos/ checking to see if he's married bc i admit i have a little crush on him, lol. But Really, I love his message. Without further ado:

The Ones You Love

The other day i was having one of my downward spiral moments that seem to last forever. So many things were going wrong and i was totally giving in and it was making it worse! its so true, negative leads to negative.

So i said a little prayer, breathed a little bit and pressed on. And moments later one of my favorite people in the world appeared and totally flipped my mood around. Amazing.

Complete one 180 in mood. Practically jumped out of my skin. I told him, but i really dont think he fully knows how much he helped by just existing.

People like that-- Im going to make sure they stick around. :)

Lately

Making myself laugh! As usual :) Positive energy is the only way for me because this year fear is not an option!

Here are some videos/ songs that have gotten me through!





This is the song that should be playing now on my mini playlist on the bottom but if it isnt..here it is!



loves it!

Tea Time