• It's hard for me to accept that I have been mirroring you my whole life.

• I just wanna walk out.

• Right now.

Facebook Vengence

Sometimes facebook makes me wanna kill a bitch.

really, I feel that strongly about reading other peoples crap. Its like, I dont wanna see what you said to this person or that person. Ugh. its like a drug its sooo addicting.

So hard to live in the "now"

People always ask me if I would get a tattoo, what I would have done. I thought of phrases that I would like to get tattooed ( because I am all about tattooing messages on oneself, I think its because it looked so hot on Guy Pearce in the movie Memento) I thought of getting a number of things, like "Created to Create", "Hopeful Romantic" some of my favorite quotes, lines i have said in plays, etc. I want what ever it is to be a reminder. The problem is, ideas evolve and I don't want to be stuck with something that isn't true to me in a few years even if the idea is/ was a stepping stone. I think I found the perfect word to tattoo on myself. "Now."

I find it sooo damn hard to live in the now. In the present moment. Just when i get the hang of it something throws me off. Its like consciously eating away at one's self. I feel like if i see the word, "now" or "the present" or something of that nature on me, it will help me live in the moment. In the now. It may even change my life. If I can't remember it, damn it, i will make it part of my skin!!!!